The Escape of Tuor

When we last left Tuor he was 16 and a slave of Lorgan the Easterling. Three years later Tuor is nearly full grown. Being sent on an errand with other slaves Tuor attacked the guards slaying them in the woods and running for his freedom. Lorgan pursued him but his hunting dogs Tuor had befriended "...and if they came up with him they would fawn upon him, and then run homeward on his command" (p. 19, Unfinished Tales). Tuor made his way to the caves of Androth where he had been fostered by the Elves. There he lived as an outlaw slaying many Easterlings as he went about the land. "Yet it is said that Tuor's journeys were not made for the purpose of vengeance; rather he sought ever for the Gate of the Noldor, of which Annael had spoken" (p. 19, Unfinished Tales).

For Tuor's heart always guided him to greater things and a purpose beyond the life of an outlaw. It is said Ulmo was aware of Tuor's plight for Annael and others made it to Círdan. Being the Lord of Waters "...he gathered tidings of all that passed in Beleriand, and every stream that flowed from Middle-earth to the Great Sea was to him a messenger, both to and fro; and he remained also in friendship, as of old, with Círdan and the Shipwrights at the Mouths of the Sirion" (p. 20, Unfinished Tales). And Ulmo felt that Tuor would play a key role in the redemption of the exiled Noldor.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 491
Today's reading comes from: Unfinished Tales, page 19-20

Nargothrond

Gwindor and Túrin made their way to Nargothrond. The people did not recognize Gwindor from his years of imprisonment and torture. But Finduilas, daughter of King Orodreth, welcomed him. They were betrothed before he departed for the Battle of Unnumbered Tears. Túrin would not let his identity be known among the people. He named himself Agarwaen son of Umarth, Bloodstained son of Ill-fate.u

Anglachel was forged anew by the smiths of Nargothrond for Túrin. He soon found favor with Oredreth given his skills in warfare. Túrin urged open warfare against the forces of Morgoth whereas the Elves of Nargothrond had only spied and ambushed when necessary. But Gwindor, knowing the power of Morgoth, was ever at odds with Túrin's counsel.

Gwindor felt secrecy was the best hope of the Noldor for revealing themselves would show Morgoth where his elusive enemies were. Plus he advocated waiting on help from the Valar. That idea set Túrin on a long diatribe against the Valar. He advocated for attack because the end would be the same no matter what. He urged his listeners to win a time of glory saying those valiant acts will be "'...written into the history of Arda, which neither Morgoth nor Manwë can unwrite'" (p. 161, The Children of Húrin).

Gwindor acknowledged Túrin's high words but further explained his position of secrecy: "'It is a prophecy among us that one day a messenger from Middle-earth will come through the shadows to Valinor, and Manwë will hear, and Mandos relent" (p. 162, The Children of Húrin). He went on to say that's why a remnant would need to be preserved and even now Círdan was building ships in the South. He then said to Túrin, "'You think of yourself and of your own glory, and bid us each do likewise; but we must think of others beside ourselves, for not all can fight and fall'" (p. 162, The Children of Húrin). Túrin still felt a bold defense would yield the best results.

We have not yet tracked much with Túrin's cousin Tuor, but he will be a key player in the prophecy Gwindor speaks of. As for Túrin you can see his pride is welling up. I think these are wise words of Gwindor; we must think of others and not only ourselves. Anytime I hear this theme I must reflect on my own life. My chief struggle right now is the desire to live for my wants, needs, glory and rather than sacrificing for others. Yet that is not what life is about. Oh God, help my deny myself, daily pick up my cross, and follow You.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, circa 491

Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, s 159-163

Laer Cú Beleg

After burying Beleg Gwindor and Túrin journeyed South for months. Túrin spoke no words and at length the travelers came to the Beautiful Mere and Eithel Ivrin. This lake was created and guarded by Ulmo, Lord of Waters. When Túrin drank from the water he snapped out of his stupor.

His tears now flowed freely and he made a song of lamentation for Beleg, Laer Cú Beleg, Song of the Great Bow. Gwindor then gave Anglachel to Turin saying he had never seen a blade like it in Middle-earth. Túrin finally asked who his guide was. He proclaimed himself a wandering Elf escaped from Angband who once was Gwindor, a lord of Nargothrond.

Túrin asked if Gwindor had seen Húrin while enslaved by Morgoth. "'I have not seen him,' said Gwindor. 'But the rumour runs through Angband that he still defies Morgoth; and Morgoth has laid a curse upon him and all his kin.' 'That I do believe,' said Túrin." (p. 157-158, The Children of Húrin). Gwindor led Túrin down the Narog until they were captured by scouts and taken to Nargothrond. 

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 488-489

Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, page 156-158

The Death of Beleg

Beleg searched the bodies upon Amon Rûdh seeking to bury his dear friend Túrin but does not find the corpse anywhere. At once Beleg realizes Túrin has been taken captive to Angband. After recovering from his wounds he sets off in pursuit with little hope. He found the Orc trail and near the Crossings of Tieglin the tracks split.

Beleg chose to follow the path that led directly toward Angband guessing that they were to bring Túrin before Morgoth as soon as possible. This lead Beleg through treacherous lands including the Mountains of Terror and the dreaded forest of Taur-nu-Fuin. It so happened that as Beleg traversed the forest he saw a small light. Following it Beleg found an Elf asleep under a tree with a lamp. Beleg woke the sleeper, fed him lembas, and sought to learn what he could.

The Elf happened to be Gwindor who escaped from Angband. Beleg barely recognized this once proud Elf. He had been enslaved for years as Morgoth often put the Noldor to use in his mines for they had skill in mining gems and metals. Plus their Fëanorian lamps, crystals with an ever-shining blueish radiance, were helpful in finding their way in darkness. Gwindor had been given a small sword in the mines and attacked his captors. He escaped, with the loss of one a hand, and had collapsed from exhaustion by the tree.

He had seen the company of Orcs go by but they bore no prisoners. At this news Beleg's heart sank. He had chosen the wrong tracks to follow and would not be able to catch up with the other group. But suddenly in that moment of despair (Tolkien has a way of hope being born at the last possible second--perhaps a life lesson we should take note of) the other host of Orcs came forth with captives and loot. And Beleg saw Túrin being led by whips.

Gwindor tried to talk Beleg out of his plan to rescue Túrin for fear of his capture. Beleg, rather, roused Gwindor's heart and together they followed the Orcs. On the plains of Anfauglith, in sight of Thangorodrim, the Orcs made a camp and posted wolf-sentinels. There the Orcs feasted and caroused, tormenting their captives until they fell into a drunken stupor. By then night was coming on as well as a storm and the two Elves crept toward the camp.

Beleg took up his bow and killed, silently, four wolf-sentinels. Making his way into camp he found Túrin tied to a tree surrounded by knives hurled at him--he was unharmed but unresponsive due to exhaustion or some other means. They cut him loose from the tree but could not carry him far from camp. Hiding in a thicket Beleg drew his sword, Anglachel, to cut loose Túrin's fetters. But the malice in the blade of Eöl was strong and it slipped and pricked Túrin's foot.

This roused Túrin in great fear seeing a shadow before him with blade drawn. He jumped up with a great cry, wrestled the blade away, and slew his enemy in one blow. As he readied himself to face more foes lightening flashed and Túrin saw the dead face of his dear friend Beleg (I would say this is a clear manifestation of the curse laid upon Túrin). And Gwindor cowered in fear at the sight of Túrin. The Orcs were roused by Túrin's yell and found him gone. But the coming storm sent fear in them "...believing that it was sent against them by the great Enemies beyond the Sea" (p. 154, The Children of Húrin), and my hunch is they were right. Gwindor tried to make Túrin realize the danger they were in but he sat unmoving and unweeping by the body of Beleg. Here is a picture (although Gwindor has both hands instead of only one).

Morning finally came after a night of storms and the Orcs, supposing Túrin no far fled, left. Gwindor then roused Túrin enough to help with the burial of Beleg placing Belthronding, his bow, beside him in the grave. But Gwindor took Anglachel saying it would be better served against Morgoth's hosts. He also took the lembas to give them strength in their journey ahead. "Thus ended Beleg Strongbow, truest of friends, greatest in skill of all that harboured in the woods of Beleriand in the Eldar Days, at the hand of him who he most loved; and that grief was graven on the face of Túrin and never faded'" (p. 156, The Children of Húrin).

That was a tough read. Of all of Tolkien's works The Children of Húrin is incredibly bleak. It's a true tragedy in the Middle-earth lore. One reason I like this chronological read is because it breaks up this story a bit. It's nice to check in on Tuor and other happenings. When I first read this story a few years back I ended up being depressed for a few days afterword. And alas, even now we are only roughly half-way through The Children of Húrin.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 488

Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 151-156

Mîm Betrays Túrin

Reports of the Dragon Helm reached Morgoth and he was pleased ftp discover Túrin. For long Túrin was hidden from Morgoth by the arts of Melian but no longer. Morgoth feared that Túrin's strength would grow enough that he would somehow nullify the curse laid upon him. Morgoth sent spies and soon Amon Rûdh was marked.

Mîm was aware of these spies and driven by his hatred of Beleg he sought them out. Mîm bargained with the Orcs to betray the company at Amon Rûdh. The Orcs feigned agreement with the terms of which were: The weight in iron any man killed or captured, the weight in gold of Beleg and Túrin, Amon Rûdh was to be left unoccupied for Mîm, Beleg was to be left alive for the Dwarf, and Túrin allowed to go free. The Orcs took Ibun, Mîm's son, as hostage until Amon Rûdh was delivered. Mîm was afraid but could not get out of his deal.

Mîm led the Orcs by secret ways to Amon Rûdh and too late did the watchmen call. A quick a battle ensued and Beleg and Túrin were soon forced to seal the caves and retreat. In desperate need Andróg revealed the secret stair he found that led to the top of Amon Rûdh. They killed the Orcs who had cleared the summit and were able to fend off advancing Orcs for while. Andróg was shot in the head by an arrow as Mîm's curse bit again. 

Indeed, the last remaining fighters were Beleg and Túrin. Túrin they bound and carried toward Angband. Beleg was chained hand and foot and left on the summit. The Orcs then set about ravaging the caves of Amon Rûdh taking what they wished. They did not find Mîm and so they left. "...Mîm appeared on the summit, and going to where Beleg lay prostrate and unmoving he gloated over him while he sharpened a knife" (p. 150, The Children of Húrin). But they were not alone for wounded as Andróg was he was not yet dead. He thrust a sword at the Dwarf scaring him away and in his last act of life he cut Beleg free from his chains.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 489
Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 147-150

The Happenings of Tuor

The tale now turns to Tuor, Túrin's cousin, the son of Huor. He has been fostered by Elves for sixteen years. Annael was the leader of the Elves that fostered Tuor and they had settled in the caves of Androth living a hard life since the Battle of Unnumbered Tears. Being 16 Tuor longed for revenge against Morgoth for the death of his father and destruction of his people (not all that different than Túrin). Alas, Annael forbid his going off to war thinking his fate would take him other places. Rather Annael bid Tuor to go south with him along a hidden road built by Turgon.

That name stirred Tuor's heart. He inquired about Turgon and Annael said, "'He is son of Fingolfin...and is now accounted High King of the Noldor, since the fall of Fingon. For he lives yet, most feared of the foes of Morgoth, and he escaped him in the ruin of the Nirnaeth, when Húrin of Dor-lómin and Huor your father held the passes of Sirion behind him'" (p. 18, Unfinished Tales). Tuor resolved the find this Turgon.

Annael informed Tuor that Turgon's City was hidden but if he should find anyone who might know the way he must go with the Elves. Their destination was the Havens and Círdan's folk;  perhaps there Tuor might find wanderers of Turgon's people. So it came to pass that Anneael, Tuor, and the other Elves started the journey. But Morgoth's forces were everywhere and they were soon waylaid by Orcs and Easterlings.

The Elves were scattered near and far. "But Tuor's heart was kindled with the fire of battle, and he would not flee, but boy as he was he wielded the axe as his father before him, and for long he stood his ground and slew many that assailed him; but at the last he was overwhelmed and taken captive and led before Lorgan the Easterling'" (p. 19, Unfinished Tales). Seeing Tuor's strength Lorgan found him fit for thralldom. But Lorgan treated Tuor harshly knowing he was kin of the former lords. Tuor learned wisdom and bore the injustice in silence so that that eventually Lorgan treated him better in the fact that he was not starved.

I love how Tolkien writes of Tuor's battle. It was like this with Huor and Húrin as well. There is a nobility about these men: they will stand up for justice and good no matter the cost. I read this and my heart is stirred. I wonder where is that nobility in my own heart? How has that been lost in our culture? How can I gain it back and pass it on to my own son?

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, circa 488

Today's reading comes from: Unfinished Tales, pages 

The Company Grows

Beleg healed the sick,that winter and he proved to be a valiant warrior, with bow and sword, Anglachel. Mîm was filled with hatred and jealousy. For he hated all Elves and could not stand the love of Túrin and Beleg. As winter gave way to spring Morgoth's forces began advancing into Beleriand. His spies were everywhere and he knew much of his enemies. Only Melian escaped his malicious thought so he turned his attention, for the time being, towards those that might oppose him. Gondolin, the Hidden City still stood, but Morgoth was not sure where. He could not enter Doriath because of the Girdle of Melian. His armies had not yet made their way South to Nargothrond and farther south at the mouth of the Sirion were the Havens of the Ships where Círdan was. The Havens could not be reached until all the others were first defeated.

The Orcs marched toward the North-marches of Doriath and the defenses fell without the aid of Beleg. Then they followed the ancient road that went along the Guarded Plain watched by the Elves of Nargothrond and also by Amon Rûdh. In the spring Túrin again bore the Helm of Hador and harassed the Orcs. With less than 50 men they struck fear in the Orcs by the skill of Beleg and valor of Túrin. In one of the skirmishes Andróg again picked up his bow violating the curse of Mîm. Sure as Mîm had spoken Andróg was struck by a poisoned arrow. However Beleg was able to heal Andróg and Mîm's hatred for the Elf only increased. It looked as if the curse had been undone but Mîm swore it would bite again.

Rumors spread of the victories of the Bow and Helm and this gave hope many. Displaced Elves and Men sought Beleg and Túrin looking for leadership and to aid in their quests. Beleg counseled Túrin to not let any newcomers into the hideout of Amon Rûdh and Túrin listened. Still, he gladly accepted any who came and they made camps in eyesight of the hill. All could see Amon Rûdh and from there signals would be sent. As summer advanced Túrin led a great force. Word reached Nargothrond of these deeds and many longed to join. But Orodreth the king would not release his people. Being in counsel with Thingol Oredreth offered Túrin what help he could, save using his people or lands for warfare. Morgoth, meanwhile, sent forces that could be easily defeated toward the area to build up the confidence of this rag-tag army. It worked as Túrin's pride grew.

Túrin could not understand why his friend Beleg did not share his high spirits. Beleg being wise and farsighted feared a long winter and then the wrath of Angband. Beleg urged Túrin to think about the many needs of the fighters as winter approached. He was also concerned about their base camp in Amon Rûdh which could be easily surrounded by only a small force. But Túrin replied, "'Here I stand in the path of Morgoth, and while I so stand he cannot use the southward road'" (p. 147, The Children of Húrin). Remember, the curse of Morgoth remains on Túrin. It ill be interesting to see how it mars his plans.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 486
Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 141-147

Beleg Returns

Life at Amon Rûdh went well for Túrin and his men at first. The only unease was Mîm who would often show up unlooked for. Túrin, however, was comfortable with Mîm and the two would spend long hours together talking. Mîm often spoke against the Eldar and Túrin did not rebuke him. Mîm did not tell Túrin, or anyone else, about a secret stair from his room to the summit of Amon Rúdh. one day Andróg who stumbled upon it but he too said nothing. However, plenty of room was found in the caves and they had food to eat.

Winter came on stronger than ever before by the power of Angband. The men were hard-pressed. They were forced into the caves and many became sick; all were hungry. One day someone showed up unannounced who had eluded the watchmen. "When the men sprang up he laughed and threw back his hood, and they saw it was Beleg Strongbow" (p. 139, The Children of Húrin). Túrin was very glad but Andróg was not thinking a rift had existed between the two at their last parting.

Beleg brought gifts, the first being the Helm of Hador for he hoped that seeing it would inspire Túrin to leave his life as an outlaw. Beleg also produced the lembas bread saying it was the greatest gift that one who loved Túrin could give. At first Túrin refused for he did not want gifts from Thingol and Melian. Beleg then rebuked him saying he should give back his sword and teaching from youth if he would not except gifts from Doriath. Plus, he added, the gift was given to Beleg, so it was his to do as he pleased.

Túrin heeded the rebuke. "'I wonder, friend, that you deign to come back to such a churl. From you I will take whatever you give, even rebuke. Henceforth you shall counsel me in all ways, save the road to Doriath only'" (p. 140, The Children of Húrin). I've said it before and I'll say it again. I particularly enjoy the friendship between Beleg and Túrin. There is a bond of love there, brotherly love. Each would entrust his life to the other. That no matter what hard times life brings they can count on one another. They traveled together, hunted together, battled together, lived life together. So much so that even wounds from the other can be trusted.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 486

Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 136-140

Death of Khîm

Mîm led the outlaws into the caves of Amon Rûdh. They were met by another Dwarf who spoke with Mîm before they disappeared quickly. Andróg called for an attack but Túrin was not concerned. Making their way blindly into the inner recesses of the caves Túrin and his men found Mîm grieving over the body of a Dwarf; not all of Andróg's arrows missed. Túrin said, "'...this may prove an ill hit. You loose shaft too lightly; but you may not live long enough to learn wisdom'" (p. 131, The Children of Húrin).

Túrin offered his healing arts but it was too late. Mîm's son, Khîm, was dead. Mîm noted that Túrin's bonds had kept him from aiding his son. Túrin's pity arose and he offered Mîm gold, as a token of sorrow, should he come to it. "'You speak like a dwarf-lord of old; and at that I marvel. Now my heart is cooled, though it is not glad'" (p. 132, The Children of Húrin). But he agreed to let Túrin and the band of outlaws stay with him nonetheless only asking that Andróg break his bow and never use it again. Mîm laid a curse upon Andróg, that if ever he should pick up a bow again he would die by one.

Reluctantly Andróg complied: '"The curse of a dwarf never dies, they say; but a Man's too may come home. May he die with a dart in his throat!'" (p. 132, The Children of Húrin). That night Mîm mourned for Khîm with his other son, Ibun. The next day he said he or Ibun would lead the men around until they could find there own way in and out of Amon Rûdh. Later that day Mim shared the sack of roots with the men and they were a hardyfood. The men and Túrin wondered what they were but Mîm would not reveal his secrets.

"'...We do not teach Men to find them, for Men are greedy and thriftless, and would not spare till all the plants had perished...'" (p. 134, The Children of Húrin). Once again I think Tolkien has humanity accurately portrayed. Are we not incredibly careless with the natural resource that God has given us? Harsh words arose between Mîm and Ulrad at the refusal to share more information. Mîm ultimately said to Ulrad, "'You are one of the fools that spring would not mourn if you perished in the winter'" (p. 135, The Children of Húrin). Ouch! Turin agreed with Mîm, however, warning Ulrad (and others I'm sure): "'Silence, if fair words stick in your throat, would serve all our ends better'" (p. 136, The Children of Húrin). Pretty sound advice from Túrin, if you cannot say something good say nothing at all. Obviously this is a tumultuous living situation between Mîm and the Men.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 486
Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 130-136

Mîm the Petty Dwarf

The Petty-dwarves were a secretive sect of the Dwarven race. They loved only themselves and were few in number (some said they had been banished long ago from the Dwarven cities).Without access to metals and smiths they became a stealthy folk, lesser in stature than other Dwarves, but very hardy as all Dwarves are. They hated Elves, in particular the Noldor whom they said stole their lands. Nargothrond, for example, was first discovered and delved by the Petty-dwarves before Finrod claimed it. Mîm, and his two sons were the last remaining Petty-dwarves in Middle-earth. And by ill-chance they would enter into the curse of Húrin's children.

Once Beleg had departed Túrin led his company southward. They found no better fare there as Orcs raided in increasing number and rains flooded the land. Túrin longed for a secure location to house himself and the men. For three days they marched to the western edges of the woods by Sirion's Vale. And as they camped at dusk they became aware of three hooded shapes moving quickly and quietly and bearing sacks. Andróg shot his bow and the two faster shapes escaped while the slower one was soon captured. It took many men to subdue it and Túrin was ill-pleased at how his men treated it. Andróg angrily defended the actions because it bit his hand. But Túrin recognizing it to be a Dwarf and finding only roots and small rocks in his sack bid them men to let go. Mîm it was they had caught and he begged for mercy at Túrin's feet.

Though Túrin did pity him he thought there was more to the Dwarf then just roots and rocks. "'If I said we do not spare for pity's sake only, being in great need, what would you offer for a ransom?''' (p. 124, The Children of Húrin). Túrin revealed he wanted Mîm to take his men to where ever he resided. Mîm was wary to do this saying he was too old to be thrown into the wild. Andróg offered to make sure he became no older and approached with a knife. In great fear Mîm said he would lead Túrin and the band of outlaws to his lair and share it with them.

Andróg was still wanted blood and wished to kill Mîm once they reached his dwelling place. Túrin stated: "'If Mîm brings us to his home without trickery, and it is good, then his life is ransomed; and he shall not be slain by any man who followes me'" (p. 124, The Children of Húrin). Andróg still spoke harsh words to Mîm who returned with some of his own. The Dwarf promised friendship to Túrin and picked up his sack to leave saying he would return to lead them onward. It was now Túrin's turn to be wary. He would not let Mîm leave without a pledge so sought to keep the sack. Mîm fell on his knees and declared he would return and old sack of roots would not make him come back; but it was obvious he would not be parted from the sack. So Túrin did not let him leave; he (along with other men) noted that the contents in the sack must have been worth more than what the eye could tell. So they bound Mîm and brought him to their camp. 

The next day Túrin roused Mîm. Being unbound Mîm had proud words for his captors repented his promise to lead them to his home. Túrin did not relent and Mîm could not stand the stare of his eyes (there were few who could). Túrin did offer one grace, that Mîm would no longer be bound.,Mîm began to lead the band of outlaws to where he had been originally captured and he pointed out his home, Amon Rûdh, The Bald Hill, which was a single hill in the midst of plains. Andróg thought this a bad idea wondering how they could hide at the top of a hill. Túrin was willing to go on and see what Mîm's home beheld thinking perhaps a view of the land a better defense.

They journeyed for the whole day before reaching the base of Amon Rûdh at dusk. Mîm led the company up the hill by secret paths where a small crack the in walls opened before them in a single-file path. There they were led the crown of Amon Rûdh hollowed out the hands and years of the Petty-dwarves. Sheer cliffs were about the hill and only form the north, the single-file path they had tred could not be breached with ease. Small birches grew on the hill by a clear pool of spring water. Beyond that a cave opened up with many rooms. A fine place to settle indeed.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 486

Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 121-130

Friends Reunited

Three days had past since Túrin and Orleg went scouting and the outlaws grew restless. Suddenly Beleg appeared among them asking for a friend, Niethan as the outlaws called him. Andróg knew Beleg was the menace that followed them which they could not escape. He ordered the men to bind Beleg to a tree and they interrogated him. Beleg would only respond that he was friend of Niethan and brought good tidings for him alone. Andróg advocated to kill Beleg for he coveted his bow but Algund spoke against this act knowing their captain would be angry upon his return. Andróg ordered no food or drink be given Beleg and for two days he was bound to the tree. By then most wanted to kill Beleg and leave. They gathered around him and Ulrad brought forth a brand from the fire to torture the Elf.

At that moment Túrin returned and recognized his friend. At first he was angry at his men but realized he had never stayed their hands when they killed a stranger and he himself had spoken poorly of the Elves of Doriath. He did rebuke the company for torturing Beleg--for never before had they done so. And Túrin wondered aloud how fruitless their lives had been living only for themselves. To which Andróg said, "'But whom shall we serve, if not ourselves?'" (p. 114, The Children of Húrin). Túrin vowed that he would never raise a hand against Men or Elves again; he would only fight the servants of Morgoth. Beleg spoke up and told Túrin that Thingol had pardoned him and wished his return to Menegroth. Beleg asked Túrin to go back with him. Túrin thought all night about his message. Beleg did not mention that Andróg was the chief instigator of his torture.

In the morning Túrin confirmed that Mablung had not spoken against him. And Beleg wondered why Túrin had not spoken of Saeros' attack to Mablung; he also told of the testimony of Nellas which ultimately swayed the king's judgement. Túrin answered that pride took his heart when he saw the look in Mablung's eyes. And that same pride would keep him from going back to Thingol at this time. Interestingly, Túrin did not remember Nellas and inquired about her. Beleg told of their history and ended with: "'...there are other griefs in Middle-earth than yours, and wounds made by no weapon. Indeed I begin to think that Elves and Men should not meet or meddle'" (p. 117, The Children of Húrin). Reflecting on Nellas' story before Thingol and what Beleg just said: I'm thinking that Nellas loved Túrin as Lúthien loved Beren yet he was too wrapped up in his own world to notice.

Túrin asked Beleg to stay with him and at first he said yes which brought great joy to him. Beleg asked Turin to go to Dimbar on the far reaches of the North-watches of Doriath. But Túrin refused to go back instead wishing to go to Amon Rûdh. Each bid the other to find them at the respective location and they said farewell, perhaps for the last time. Beleg returned to Menegroth and told Thingol and Melian of his reuniting with his friend. Thingol's heart was heavy but he would still not renounce Túrin has his foster-son. Melian than bestowed a great gift upon Beleg for his long search: lembas, the waybread of the Elves. It was customary that the keeping and giving of this food was for the Queen alone (Galadriel long dwelt with Melian and carried on this custom on by giving the Fellowship lembas bread to aid their journey to Mordor). And she hoped this would help Beleg in the wild and those to whom he would choose to share it.

"In nothing did Melian show greater favour to Túrin than this gift; for the Eldar never before allowed men to use this waybread, and seldom did so again" (p. 120, The Children of Húrin). Beleg went back to the north-marches long enough to help still the fighting and then he slipped away quietly, never to return again. Beleg Strongbow is one of my favorite Tolkien characters. I like his steadfast friendship with Túrin. It is inspiring. A theme I picked up in this reading involved living for yourself versus living for others. In a "have it your way" world and living in a society that celebrates individualism living for others can be challenging. But I think that is the way Jesus would have me live this life.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 485-486

Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 111-120

Beleg On the Hunt

It had been nearly a year since Túrin fled and Thingol's messengers could find no trace of him. Only one would not give up hope, Beleg Strongbow. The North-watches of Thingol's domain were not going well with the Strongbow and Dragon-helm missing and the Orcs grew bolder. The Men in Brethil were afraid as their lands were being attacked by Orcs. Hearing news of Orc mischief Beleg began to turn back when he ran into the woodsmen that Túrin had left recently.

The daughter of Larnach told to Beleg the tale of the strange man who had saved her. and his. Beleg knew immediately it was Túrin and left in haste but he first warned the people to flee to Brethil for they would soon be overrun by Orcs. Beleg found evidence of the band of outlaws. Túrin's skills in the woods proved great, however, as he kept his company moving and disguising their paths. Beleg lamented, "'Alas! Too well did I teach this child of Men craft of wood and field! An Elvish band almost one might think this to be'" (p. 109, The Children of Húrin).

Though they were not found Túrin and his men knew they were being followed and could not shake their pursuer. Just as Beleg had foretold, Orcs raided the forest of Teiglin. Handir of Brethil rallied his men for a defense but they could only defend their homesteads. Of the woodsmen of Teiglin many of the women and children had left for Handir's land in Brethil on Beleg's advice. The men that stayed were defeated. The Orcs took captives and plunder and turned back their lands. Túrin's outlaws espied them and wished to attack. Many wished for the plunder themselves more than the rescue of fellow Men.

Seeing he could not restrain his men Túrin along with Orleg went forth together to scout the situation. Clearly the Orcs outnumbered the outlaws. But the Orcs proceeded slowly knowing they were near the Guarded Plain protected by the watchers of Nargothrond. They too had sent out scouts and these discovered Túrin and Orleg. Not wanting the Orcs to discover his men Túrin led them westward toward the guards of Nargothrond they so feared. Orleg was killed by arrows but Túrin was saved by his Elvish mail. And not wanting to draw to close to Nargothrond the Orcs let Túrin escape. They killed their captives and hurried back toward Angband.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 485
Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 107-111

Túrin the Outlaw

Túrin figured Thingol would pursue him for the death of Saeros so he left Doriath. He made his way to the Forest of Teiglin where a remnant of the Folk of Haleth dwelt. Fear of Orcs and outlaws ruled the land. The outlaws were men homeless from battle or forced into exile for evil deeds. They were hated a little less than Orcs for they stole from the people living in the lands. A band of fifty outlaws had gathered together under the leadership of a man named Forweg. Among his company was Andróg of Dor-lómin exiled for killing a woman and old Algund who had fled from the Nirnaeth. The outlaws espied Túrin and surrounded him in the woods with drawn bows and swords. Túrin spoke bold words promising death to many before he was taken.

Túrin bent suddenly to pick up some rocks at his feet. At the same moment one of the outlaws let fly an arrow and missed. Túrin sprang up and hurled a rock into the man's skull killing him. "'I might be of more service to you alive, in the place of that luckless man,' said Túrin" (p. 100, The Children of Húrin). Forweg was ready to let him join when two of the company spoke against it. Ulrad who was friend of the dead man and Andróg. Túrin offered to fight them both and Ulrad relented quickly. Andróg strode toward Túrin but did not wish to fight him: "'I am not a chicken-heart, as men know; but I am not your match. There is none here, I think'" (p. 101, The Children of Húrin). So Túrin was accepted into the band of outlaws naming himself Neithan, the Wronged.

Túrin did not agree wholeheartedly with the actions of the group. Yet he wished to live and could not always fight against them. They survived the winter with the help of the homesteads in the woods. The people did not love the outlaws but gave them what food they could spare in hopes of being left alone. Forweg had the outlaws living near one of their small villages and the group was concerned for as spring drew nigh so did the danger. One day, Túrin grew restless (as he often was in dark mood around the outlaws) because Forweg and Andróg were nowhere to be found and he knew the danger of dwelling near the villages. The other outlaws laughed it off saying they were off on business. Túrin was annoyed and went for a walk alone.

There he was met by a young woman screaming and running, clothes torn by brambles and being followed. Túrin again sprung into action killing the man in pursuit. In the deathblow Túrin saw it was Forweg. Andróg followed and drew his sword for the killing of his captain. Túrin asked if Orcs were chasing her and he had come to help. '"Fool! You call yourself an outlaw. Outlaws know no law but their needs. Look to your own, Neithan, and leave us to mind ours'" (p. 104, The Children of Húrin). It's pretty obvious what their intention for the young lady was. I am glad to see Túrin's heart had not become that hard. The woman urged Túrin to kill Andróg and bring their heads back to her father. Túrin refused and sent her back home. She looked back at him many times but he turned and left for the outlaws bidding Andróg to bring Forweg's weapons. Andróg was perplexed.

Upon return to camp Túrin said plainly he had killed Forweg. Andróg verified his story wondering why Túrin killed Forweg, left him alive, and did not take the girl who clearly liked her savior. Túrin offered two choices to the outlaws: his captaincy or his leave of the group. He would welcome a fight as well. Many raised their weapons when Andróg spoke: "'Nay! The head he spared is not witless. If we fight, more than one will die needlessly, before we kill the best man among us.'" (p. 106, The Children of Húrin). Old Algund remembered there was a time when many of them would have rushed to the girl's aid as Túurin had done. He hoped that Túrin may lead them home. The company took him as captain with those of Hador's line willingly and others less-so. Túrin's first decision was to lead the band into the wild where they could avoid hatred of other men.

This bit of reading reminds me of an acronym of manhood a mentor of mine used: R.E.A.L. Reject Passivity, Embrace Integrity, Accept Responsibility, and Lead Courageously. I think we are seeing Túrin grow into this kind of masculinity. He was quick to action. He did not take advantage of the woman which would have been easy (because of his strength and the culture of men around him), he plainly tells the outlaws he slew Forweg, and he takes the call of leadership. It's a great series of events. I hope in my life I can be REAL. Unfortunately for Túrin the curse of Morgoth will mar these great traits. Just like the curse of Adam mars it in me.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 484-485

Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, page 98-107

The Trial of Túrin

Soon after Túrin left Doriath Thingol and Melian returned to Menegroth and heard of what befell. The king was saddened and waited a day before giving judgement. In his court Thingol listened to all witnesses of which Mablung spoke most. Thingol inquired whether Mablung was only speaking as a friend of Túrin. And Mablung said: "'I was, but I have loved truth more and longer" (p. 92, The Children of Húrin). When Mablung's full tale was told the Thingol's heart was heavy. He deemed the humiliation and death of Saeros to be a greater punishment then was deserved (though he was angry at Saeros' behavior). He was about to pronounce banishment on Túrin and renounce him as foster-son when Beleg Strongbow came in from the wild.

Beleg insisted that Thingol hear one more witness. He brought forth Nellas who was overcome with fear by the great halls of Menegroth and all the people there. She began her tale by telling the king she was sitting in a tree before faltering. "At that the King smiled, and said: 'Others have done this also, but have felt no need to tell me of it'" (p. 94, The Children of Húrin). Nellas took heart at the his smile and told all her tale, though one unfortunate reference, to Lúthien and Beren's likeness to Túrin, wiped the smile and patience off Thingol's face.

Thingol wondered why Túrin did not mention the surprise attack to Mablung who vouched, truthfully, that it was mentioned. Thingol changed his judgement; deeming Túrin the one wronged. He intented to bring Túrin back to the halls in honor. The next day Beleg came before Melian and Thingol seeking permission to search for Túrin and vowing to find him. This gave Thingol great hope and he promised Beleg any gift for making the journey. 

Beleg asked for a sword since the Orcs would be many. Thingol gave Beleg the choice of any sword in the armory, save his own. Beleg chose Anglachel (I love that the swords have names!) which was smithed from iron that fell from the sky. Only one other sword was like it in Middle-earth: Anguirel. Both were smithed by Eöl, the Dark Elf. He gave Anglachal to Thingol as payment for living in the woods of Nan Elmoth and kept Anguirel until his son Maeglin stole it.

Melian warned Beleg: "'There is malice in this sword. The heart of the smith still dwells in it, and that heart was dark. It will not love the hand it serves; neither will it abide with you long'" (p. 97, The Children of Húrin). Undaunted Beleg began his search of Túrin. A winter and spring passed and though he found danger he did not yet find Túrin.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 484

Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin

Túrin and Saeros

Three years have passed and Túrin is now 20 years old. He seldom returned to Thingol's halls since his time in the North; but needing smith work he came to Menegroth unlooked for while Thingol and Melian were away. Tired, weary, and unkept from his time as a march-warden Túrin sat himself in the great hall unknowingly in Saeros' accustomed seat. When Saeros arrived his anger smoldered.

Túrin was in conversation with Mablung when Saeros began asking him many questions. Though legitimate questions in mockery they were delivered. Túrin's short answers, if any at all, made Saeros all the more angry. Finally losing his temper the threw a comb on the table yelling at Túrin about his unkept hair and appearance. Túrin stared menacingly at Saeros who did heed the warning. Adding further insult Saeros said, "'If the Men of Hithlum are so wild and fell, of what sort are the women of that land? Do they run like deer clad only in their hair?'" (p. 87, The Children of Húrin).

That comment brought Túrin to wrath as he thought of his mother and sister. And throwing a cup in Saeros' face he drew his sword. Mablung restrained Túrin but through a bloodied mouth Saeros continued to spout insults and call for the king's judgement. Túrin turned and left the hall. Mablung said to Saeros, "'What ails you tonight? For this evil I hold you to blame; and maybe the King's law will judge a broken mouth a just return for your taunting'" (p. 88, The Children of Húrin). It seemed to Mablung that Morgoth's will had touched Doriath. 

Saeros stated that if swords were drawn outside the king's halls he would have slain Túrin. Mablung warned Saeros that it might not go as he thinks. Saeros' malice only grew as the night went on. In the morning Túrin was on his way back to Beleg and the North when Saeros attacked him unawares with sword and shield. A swift fight occurred with Túrin breaking the shield and wounding Saeros' sword arm. Túrin did not have intentions of killing his adversary. Rather he said, "'Saeros, there is a long race before you, and clothes will be a hindrance; hair must suffice'" (p. 89, The Children of Húrin). This is a gotcha moment. Stripping him naked Túrin placed the point of his sword against Saeros' butt and chased him through the woods. Saeros' screams brought many onlookers including Mablung. Many deemed this act to be an evil deed from the pits of Angband for they did not know Túrin had first been attacked.

Mablung called to Túrin that it was Orc-work. "'Orc-work there was; this is only Orc-play', Turin called back" (p. 90, The Children of Húrin). And he continued to chase Saeros to a ledge. There in fright Saeros tried to jump the chasm and fell to his death. Túrin was upset that he would be blamed for a death he did not intend. Mablung and the few who could keep up bade Túrin to come before Thingol. In his pride Túrin forsake the law and land of king Thingol and sought to leave. He warned Mablung they could not take him alive. Mablung relented and allowed Túrin to go since one death was enough. "'I did not will it, but I do not mourn it', said Túrin" (p. 91, The Children of Húrin). Mablung saw a shadow upon Túrin and hoped it would be no darker if they met again. The curse of Morgoth was beginning to come to fruition.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 484
Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 86-91

Túrin Grows Up

Melian kept secret watch over Túrin. Chiefly this was achieved through Nellas, one of Melian's maidens. She lived in the woods of Doriath and would often meet Túrin there by chance it seemed when he wandered through the woods. He was nine years old and she appeared around the same age. Often they played together in the woods and for a season Túrin could forget his sorrows. But as he grew older he saw Nellas less and less as he became more concerned about his kin. He would often go to Menegroth while she desired not to step foot there. Eventually he stopped meeting her to play altogether yet she still secretly watched over him.

During this time spent in Doriath Thingol showed exceeding favor to Húrin's kin by sending out messengers to Morwen. Through them Túrin learned of his mother's safety and how Niënor, his sister, was growing in beauty. Beleg Strongbow often came to visit Turin and he taught him the skills of a woodsmen and weaponry; Turin's preferred weapon was the sword. However, it seemed that fate was against Túrin as he could not make things well, did come by friendship easily (for he was silent and sorrowful), and did not often get what he desired.

In particular Saeros, a friend of Daeron the minstrel, did not like Túrin. Saeros always showed contempt for those he deemed lesser than himself. Nor did he love any kin of Beren who won the heart of Lúthien whom Daeron had loved. Saeros using cunning words to speak against Túrin in public and openly ridiculed him when alone with Túrin. And Túrin was wary of the Elf, for he was an advisor to Thingol, and remained silent--driving Saeros' anger all the more aflame. Those who knew Túrin well loved him much.

Eventually Thingol's messengers did not return as Morgoth closed the lands of Dor-lómin. Túrin was 17 at this time. Once the messengers did not return Thingol was hesitant to send his people out of Doriath and his protection. Túrin grew restless for news of his family and resolved to go to their aid. He went to Thingol and Melian and made his request. Thingol asked his foster-son what was on his mind. Túrin asked for mail, weapons, the Helm of Hador, and some soldiers to go to his people's aid. Weapon's Thingol would grant but not his people. Melian told Túrin that the Girdle would not hem in anyone whom was let in. Thingol urged Turin to stay on the North-watches. There he could practice his skill in warfare in defense of Doriath. Túrin listened though his heart long for assault against Morgoth rather than defence.

Túrin did speak out of turn though. When questioned about what he could accomplish, being one man, he invoked the tale of Beren his kinsmen. Melian was quick to remind Túrin that Lúthien was equally important in that quest and that he was overbold to speak her name to her father. Plus, Melian did not foresee such a high destiny for Húrin's son. She encouraged him to follow Thingol's advice warning Túrin to: "'...fear both the heat and cold in your heart, and strive for patience, if you can'" (p. 85, The Children of Húrin).

So Turin went to the North marches and learned how to fight. Always daring was he received many Orc wounds, "...but his doom delivered him from death..." (p. 85, The Children of Húrin). Rumor spread wide about the Helm of Hador returning to battle. Many wondered if Húrin returned from death or perhaps escaped Angband. Only Beleg Strongbow was a greater warrior among the march-wardens. "...and Beleg and Túrin were companions in every peril, and walked far and wide in the wild woods together" (p. 86, The Children of Húrin).

I liked the wise words of Melian. To be aware of the cold and heat of your heart. A person who knows their heart well; it's pitfalls and glories will do well in life--but it takes deep understanding to know the wiles of the heart. I also like the growing friendship of Beleg and Turin. Their friendship is one of my favorite in all of Middle-earth even though it will be caught in the malice of Morgoth. Truly Beleg will become a brother to Turin.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, circa 474-481
Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 80-86

The Helm of Hador

Turin began to settle in Doriath. Grithnir became sick and eventually died. Túrin's other guide Gethron returned to Morwen in Dor-lómin. Thingol sent an escort with Gethron to keep him safe and deliver a message from Melian. Melian, with her foresight, hoped to avoid the evil Morgoth had planned for Húrin's kin. Morwen, in her pride, would not yet leave Dor-lómin and Nienor was still an infant. She did send the Helm of Hador back with Thingol's Elves. This was the greatest heirloom in the House of Hador and she wanted it to be given to Túrin the heir of the house.

Túrin was devastated when his mother did not return. Melian understood their fate could not easily be averted and Thingol pondered what to do with the Helm. He felt it put to shame the works of his armory even though he possessed weapons made by Fëanor. It was helmet of steel made by the Dwarves, adorned with gold, and victory runes. On its crest was an image of Glaurung the dragon and the helmet protected all who wore it. The Helm was originally given to Maedhros from Azaghâl because the Elf had come to the Dwarf lord's aid. Maedhros had then given it to his friend Fingon because it was he who first drove Glaurung back. Fingon in turn gave the Helm to Hador when he received lordship of Dor-lómin and it was passed down to the heir since. Galdor, Hador's son, was not wearing it in the defence of Ethel Sirion for the attack was swift and an Orc arrow pierced his eye.

Húrin, however, could not wear the Helm with ease for there were few who could. Plus as he said, "'I would rather look on my foes with my true face'" (p. 76, Unfinished Tales). Still, Húrin esteemed the Helm as his most prized possession. Thingol took this mighty heirloom and gave it to its rightful owner: Túrin. Yet Túrin was too young to wield the Helm and the sorrow of his mother not returning was too near for him to care.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, circa 473
Today's reading comes from: Unfinished Tales, pages 74-76

Túrin Leaves Dor-lómin

Life became hard for the people of Hador and in Dor-lómin. The Easterlings left the old in the wild to die, forced the young into slavery, and took women and possessions for themselves. Turin was nine years old and Morwen was with child and no news of Húrin's fate reached their ears. The Easterlings feared the Lady of Dor-lómin thinking her a witch who was in league with the Elves. This alone saved Túrin from a life of slavery or a quick death, being Heir of the House of Hador, as the Easterlings were not bold enough to go to Morwen's home and he was hid. A few household servants, including Sador, remained with Morwen but things fell into disrepair and they would have starved if not for Aerin.

Aerin was kinswoman of Húrin and Brodda, of the Easterlings, had forced her to become his wife. He had taken all the valuables and cattle of Húrin's land yet Aerin sent food and other aid secretly to Morwen. Morwen, being a proud woman, only took the aid for her son and unborn child and the rationalization that it really was theirs anyway. At length Morwen decided Túrin must leave Dor-lómin. At best he would be a thrall of Brodda so she resolved to send Túrin to Doriath. But being far into pregnancy she could not also make the hard journey "...and the first strand of the fate of Turin was woven" (p. 70, The Children of Húrin).

By late autumn plans were made for Turin to go. He was sad not understanding why his father had not returned nor why his mother would not make the trip with him. Morwen spoke plainly: "'And since you are my son and the days are grim, I will not speak softly: you may die on that road'" (p. 71, The Children of Húrin). Sador wished to give the Elf-blade back to Turin but he would not accept it; "'A man does not take back his gifts" (p. 73, The Children of Húrin). Gethron and Grithnir, old but valiant men, travelled with Túrin. After Túrin's departure a daughter was born to Morwen whom she named Nienor (Mourning). The road was perilous and winter set in. Reaching Doriath Turin and his guides were lost in the Girdle of Melian and they were near death; "...but not so light was Turin's doom" (p. 75, The Children of Húrin).

There, lost and without food, Beleg the Strongbow found them. He was filled with pity at their story and took an immediate liking to Túrin. Beleg led them to King Thingol and Queen Melian in Menegroth where only one mortal man, Beren, had ever been before. Thingol greeted them warmly and took Túrin upon his knee signifying Túrin would be his foster-son; an act never done from Elves to Men. Thingol did this on account of the renown of Húrin the Steadfast, mightiest of Men, and Beren, Morwen's kinsmen.

There was much conversation in the pages I read today. And some rich dialogue. I'll pull out some of my favorite quotes and comment on the thoughts they inspired:

• "'If you wish to be a man, when you come to a man's age, you will do as I bid, bravely'" (p. 71, The Children of Húrin). Thus Morwen spoke to Turin when she was explaining his need to leave Dor-lómin. It seems that Tolkien realizes that just because one reaches a "man's age" that doesn't make him a man. What insight. I feel like in our culture today there is very little idea about what it means to be a man or when one even reaches that point. Is it 18? When I can be drafted? Is it when I graduate college? When I become a husband? Or a father? And how does one go about learning to be a man? I've have wrestled seriously with this question for a long while. For I have reached a "man's age" but am I a man? 
• Túrin asked Sador what a thrall was: "'A man who was a man but is treated like a beast. Fed only to be kept alive, kept alive only to toil, toiling only for fear of pain and death'" (p. 73, The Children of Húrin). This definition stirred my heart. What an injustice for anyone to be treated in such a way and yet this happens to this very day in the form of human trafficking and other heinous acts. I'm glad there are organizations in my area doing something. I need to check my heart and see how I need to act.
• "'Labadal does not want you to go; but Sador servant of Húrin will be happier when Húrin's son is out of the reach of the Easterlings'" (p. 74, The Children of Húrin). Sador says this when he learns from Túrin Morwen's plan. This is just incredibly tender. Labadal you may remember is Túrin's special name for Sador. Here the older mentor is saying how much he values his relationship with the boy and yet as a servant to the house he recognizes what is best for all even if that makes his heart hurt.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 472

Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 66-77

Of Turgon and the Birth of Tuor

By the fall of 472 rumor of Nirnaeth Arnoediad reached Dor-Lómin. Rían, wife of Huor, became distraught when her husband did not return and ran into the wild. She was found by the Grey Elves and they cared for her. She bore a son while with them. She named him Tuor as Huor had wished. "'I beg you of you to foster him, and to keep him hidden in your care; for I forebode that a great good, for Elves and Men, shall come from him. But I must go in search of Huor, my lord'" (p. 17, Unfinished Tales). This was similar to her husband's last words to Turgon in the heat of battle.

Annael was the only Grey Elf to return from that battle and he told Rían that Huor was killed and most likely buried in the Hill of the Slain. There she went to the hill and in her grief died. And the Elves raised Tuor and he was with great skill and knowledge. Meanwhile life grew hard for all Men and Elves in Hithlum due to the occupation of the Easterlings, the Men who betrayed the Elves for Morgoth's victory.

Turgon, High King of the Noldor (or what's left of them that is) sent messengers via the Sirion River to Círdan the Shipwright. He asked that seven ships would be built to sail West in hopes of calling upon the Valar. In the years that followed Nirnaeth Arnoediad they left the shores of Middle-earth but none of the ships came back and only one of the mariners ever returned.

Voronwë was his name and he was on the last ship West. It was caught in a raging storm brought forth by Ossë. Ulmo saved him and washed him upon the shore. Voronwë will play an important role in the events to come but we are not quite to that tale yet. This is definitely a season of little hope in Middle-earth. And it appears the Valar are silent and unconcerned.

But Morgoth is not settled by his victory. His thought was ever upon Turgon for he still does not know where the Hidden City of Gondolin lies (and Húrin did not betray the King). For Turgon is from the house of Fingolfin and Morgoth both feared and hated that house. For Fingolfin had wounded Morgoth in battle and had the friendship of Ulmo. Morgoth long had the unsettling thought that his ruin should come from Turgon.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 472
Today's reading comes from: Unfinished Tales, pages 17-18 and The Silmarillion, page 196

Húrin and Morgoth

After the Battle of Unnumbered Tears Morgoth commanded the Orcs pile to the bodies of his enemies in the battlefield plains. It was known as Haudh-en-Ndengin, the Hill of the Slain. Morgoth began the torture of Húrin seeking to learn all he could about Turgon, now High King of the Noldor, but Húrin could not be broken. Morgoth promised to release his captive for information but Húrin denied him for he knew no promise of Morgoth could be trusted.

Morgoth then took Húrin to Haudh-en-Ndengin and set him upon it. The reek of death was all around as it was new built. Morgoth had Húrin to look upon his homeland while the Black Lord cursed his wife and son were now dependent upon the mercy of Morgoth. And the two strove back and forth in words and will. Morgoth boasted of his power and domination of Middle-earth; Húrin countering with the knowledge that Morgoth was but an escaped thrall of the Valar and Men had once escaped his grasp. In the midst of this debate Morgoth again laid a curse on Húrin's kin: "'The shadow of my thought shall lie upon them wherever they go, and my hate shall pursue them to the ends of the world'" (p. 65, The Children of Húrin).

At last Morgoth took Húrin back to Angband but he did not slay him. Rather Morgoth sat Húrin in a chair, and did not allow Húrin to move or die. And he cursed Húrin saying: "'Therefore with my eyes you shall see, and with my ears you shall hear, and nothing shall be hidden from you'" (p. 65, The Children of Hurin). "And so it came to pass; but it is not said that Húrin asked ever of Morgoth either for mercy or death, for himself or for any of his kin" (p. 197, The Silmarillion). This curse I think is a worse sentence then death. To see with Morgoth's eyes of malice and untruth. How can Húrin make heads or tails of anything? How can he maintain hope? In my own life where do I fix my eyes? If not in the right place I lose touch with reality very quickly. So a worse torture for Húrin could not have been devised.

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 472
Today's reading comes from: The Silmarillion, page 197; The Children of Húrin, pages 62-65, The Silmarillion, page 197

The Battle of Unnumbered Tears

And now we come to the great battle of the First Age: Nirnaeth Arnoediad, The Battle of Unnumbered Tears. The strength of the Elves, Men and Dwarves is mustered and a plan devised. Maedhros would lead a host over the open plains of Anfauglith to draw out Morgoth's forces. Then Fingon, hiding in the hills, would ambush the armies of Angband. Together they would break Morgoth's army "...as between anvil and hammer" (p. 190, The Silmarillion).

On midsummer's day the battle began. Fingon beheld his great force hidden in the hills including the host of Dor-lómin led by brothers Húrin and Huor. Still Fingon's heart was troubled and he could see no sign of Maedhros' advance. Unbeknownst to Fingon Maedhros' force had been stalled by false reports spread by Uldor and his Men secretly in the service of Morgoth. Unlooked for, raising the spirits of Fingon, came his brother Turgon leading an army of 10,000 strong from Gondolin. Morgoth knowing much of his enemies plans had issued a secret force to meet Fingon's army to draw them out of the hills by whatever means. They marched to even within eyesight of Fingon's outposts but no attack came. Húrin spoke against leaving the hills to fight warning "'...them beware of the guile if Morgoth, whose strength was always greater then it seemed, and his purpose other than he revealed'" (p. 191, The Silmarillion).

The hosts of Morgoth brought forth a prisoner, Gelmir of Nargothrond, whom had been blinded. "...they hewed off Gelmir's hands and feet, and his head last, within sight of the Elves, and left him" (p. 191, The Silmarillion). Only one company had issued forth from Nargothrond for the battle and they were led by Gwindor brother of Gelmir. He saw the slaying of his brother and his rage could not be contained. He flew after the Orcs on horse followed by his troops and Fingon released his soldiers as well. The rage and strength of Fingon's troops almost broke Morgoth on the spot. Gwindor fought all the way to the gates of Angband. Morgoth issued forthhist greatest force composed of Balrog's, wolves, dragons and Glaurung. Haldir, Lord of the people of Haleth was killed in the fighting along with most of the Men of Brethil. Gwindor's companions were killed but he was taken as captive into Angband. Turgon, wishing to aid Fingon his brother, issued his army into the battle.

Turgon and his guard hewed their way to Fingon and there a great reunion took place. For Húrin and Huor fought beside Fingon and Turgon was overjoyed to meet the brothers again. In that desperate hour Maedhros' army joined the fray. Things were looking hopeful yet Glaurung stood in between the two allied forces keeping them from joining as had been the plan. "Yet neither by wolf, nor by Balrog, nor by Dragon, would Morgoth have achieved his end, but for the treachery of Men" (p. 192, The Silmarillion). Ulfang betrayed Maedhros' force attacking it from the rear while summoning hidden soldiers in the eastern hills. There, assailed by three sides, Maedhros' army broke. Though all the sons of Fëanor were wounded none were killed and they fled from battle.

The Dwarves with Maedhros stood firm. Being a hardy folk and wearing armor that protected them they withstood the dragon onslaught. Glaurang finally struck Azaghâl, their leader, and crawled over him. Yet even near death Azaghâl stabbed his knife into the fell beast's underbelly sending Glaurang wounded from battle. The dwarves ceased fighting, lifting up the body of their leader, singing a dirge, and left the war. Meanwhile Fingon and Turgon were outnumbered and outmatched by Orcs and Balrogs. Fingon became cut off from Turgon and Húrin and he was killed by Gothmog Lord of Balrogs. "Thus fell the High King of the Noldor; and they beat him into the dust with their maces, and his banner, blue and silver, they trod in the mire of his blood" (p. 193-194, The Silmarillion). The battle was lost.

Húrin and Huor implored Turgon to escape to Gondolin. They knew his escape would cause doubt in Morgoth and give hope to his enemies. But Turgon felt it would not be long before Gondolin too was discovered. Huor responded, "'Yet if it stands but a little while, then out of your house shall come the hope of Elves and Men. This I say to you, lord, with the eyes of death: though we part here for ever, and I shall not look on your white walls again, from you and from me a new star shall arise. Farewell!'" (p. 194, The Silmarillion). Maeglin heard those words but said nothing. Fingon heeded the counsel of the brothers and retreated into the hills and out of Morgoth's grasp and sight. Ecthelion and Glorfindel guarded Turgon's flanks on the retreat. While Húrin and Huor and what men they could muster defended the rear guard. 

"Thus the treachery of Uldor redressed; and of all the deeds of the war that the fathers of Men fought in behalf of the Eldar, the last stand of the Men of Dor-lómin is most renowned" (p. 194, The Silmarillion). I literally tear up every time I read those words. At the Fen of Serech by the stream Rivil they stood there ground against the onslaught to allow Turgon time to escape. Huor died by a poisoned arrow through the eye. The others died one by one. Finally, only Húrin remained, wielding a two-handed axe fought valiantly. Seventy times Hurin swung his axe and each time Hurin cried out: "'Aure entuluva! Day shall come again!'" (p. 195, The Silmarillion). Finally he was overtaken and by Morgoth's command kept alive and brought to Angband.

Great was the victory by Morgoth. Men and Elves were estranged (only the Three Houses of the Edain were ever after trusted by Elves), Fingon was dead and his realm destroyed, the sons of Fëanor were like leaves blown in the wind. Men, Elves, and Dwarves lost many a valiant soldier. To the Easterlings that betrayed the alliance Morgoth gave the land of Hithlum where the People of Hador resided and not the rich lands of Beleriand that were promised. Orcs and wolves roamed Beleriand freely save the forest of Ossiriand where the Green Elves resided and Doriath which was still protected by the Girdle of Melian. 

Many Elves fled to the Havens and there Círdan put up a last defense. Eventually Morgoth assailed the Havens and many of his people were killed and retreated to the Island of Balar. Among these were Gil-Galad, son of Fingon, who had been living in the Havens since Dagor Bragollach. Círdan could only hold a small port at the mouth of the Sirion river to aid the escape of those who might come. This was an utter defeat and Morgoth's reign over Middle-earth never looked more secure. 

I've really latched on to the picture of Húrin swinging his two-headed axe before being captured. For me it's a very vivid analogy for my life. As I struggle through personal failures, added responsibilities, and the overwhelmingly mundane of life I think of Húrin. He could have escaped and ran for his life to live the rest of his days in the shadows. But he didn't. could have given up. It was a hopeless situation so why keep fighting? But he didn't. He could have faltered in fear with the forces of darkness all around him and his friends gone. But he didn't. Rather he swung his axe. Again and again. Seventy times over crying out: "'Aure entuluva! Day shall come again!'" (p. 195, The Silmarillion). It's a picture of violent persistence. I will not give up. I will not go down with out a fight. This has been my battle cry in life in the hard times in the last few years of my life. And though darkness is around me and can seem unconquerable I hold on hope, estel, that day shall come again. 

Middle-earth timeline: First Age, 472

Today's reading comes from: The Silmarillion, pages 190-196

The Year That Cannot Be Forgotten

It's 472 First Age, the year that cannot be forgotten. In the spring Huor wedded Rían and were only together for two months before he went off to fight. Túrin is almost 8 years old. Rumors went about the land of a great mustering of troops; Maedhros was readying his assault on Angband. Túrin noted, "...his father looked steadfastly at him, as a man might look at something dear that he must part from" (p. 45, The Children of Húrin). Hope was high and Húrin was ever hopeful. Prudently he spoke with Morwen of what was to come if the battle was lost.

After one night of little rest Hurin engaged Morwen on a plan of action if the Elves and Edain lost. He implored her to not wait in Dor-lómin. He encouraged her to flee to his ancestors in the Brethil, the Folk of Haleth. Morwen was anxious of heart about that plan. She suggested Gondolin guessing as many had that Hurin spent time there when lost. Húrin replied, "'Yet the word is true that you have heard: I have been there. But I tell you truly, as I have told no other, and will not: I do not know where it stands'" (p. 46-47, The Children of Húrin). He would not reveal even a guess to Morwen because of his oath to Turgon.

Morwen then suggested a flight to Doriath to seek protection from Thingol thinking the Girdle of Melian would be the last defense to fall. Plus she herself was Thingol's kin on the account that her line is of the house of Bëor and she was related to Beren, Barahir's son, husband of Lúthien. Húrin is uneasy with this plan but in the end trusts whatever decision that needs to be made (if it needs to be made) to his wife. He also assures her he will come for them when he can so long as he lives.

Soon thereafter it was Túrin's 8th birthday. Húrin presented his son with a fine Elven knife calling him Heir of the House of Hador. He warned Túrin to be careful with the blade and gave him a kiss. Túrin is puffed up by his father's words: "Then Túrin ran from the room and went away alone, and in his heart was a warmth of the sun upon a cold earth that sets growth astir. He repeated to himself his father's words, Heir of the House of Hador..." (p. 48-49, The Children of Húrin).

Sador's words came to Turin's mind too. He ran to his friend and with a something of his own to give, gave the knife to Sador who reluctantly accepted it. Later Húrin saw his son did not wear the knife and inquired about it. Túrin explained what he had done. Morwen was not happy thinking the father's gift was scorned. But Túrin said he gave it to Sador out of love and pity. "Then Húrin said: 'All three gifts were your own to give, Túrin: love, pity, and the knife the least'" (p. 49, The Children of Húrin). Very wise words by the father I must say. Morwen was still ill-pleased but from then on Sador was treated with more honor.

About midsummer Túrin is awoken by trumpets calling and scores of men with horses armed for war. They are Húrin's men but not all for his Huor, his brother, had led some men away earlier. Huor and his wife Rían had only been husband and wife for two months. Not much time but time enough to conceive a child who will have a role to play in future tales. Húrin said to Morwen: "'Farewell, Lady of Dor-Lómin; we ride now with greater hope than ever we have known before" (p. 50, The Children of Húrin). And setting Túrin on his shoulder's he cried out: "'Let the heir of the House of Hador see the light of your swords!'" (p. 51, The Children of Húrin). His men unsheathed their swords with a great battle-cry. Off rode Húrin with his men out of sight of wife and son.

Middle-earth Timeline: First Age, 472 (spring through midsummer)

Today's reading comes from: The Children of Húrin, pages 34 and 44-51